I am still in the midst of everything in my life...
But I can't do anything... I need to go with its flow...
I need to wait...for what is really for me...
I don't know when will be the right time for me to be happy...
but still I am waiting ... I am searching for it...
I hope it will come... soon...
11/23/2009
11/19/2009
why...
I am quite sad today... Hoping to receive a call and a text from my bheiz...
How can I move on if my heart belongs to him..
how can I manage to smile where in I still have the pain...
How can i see my self at peace.. my mind is blank and troubled...
Do we still have the relationship?
Do we still have the chances?
Do we still have forever?
Do you still love me?
such questions lingered in me...
Despite of all ...
I still love you dearly.. love you so much...
Despite all.. I still love u indeed...
My love for you still growing everyday... every hour.. every minute... every second...
i love u still eizzel...
How can I move on if my heart belongs to him..
how can I manage to smile where in I still have the pain...
How can i see my self at peace.. my mind is blank and troubled...
Do we still have the relationship?
Do we still have the chances?
Do we still have forever?
Do you still love me?
such questions lingered in me...
Despite of all ...
I still love you dearly.. love you so much...
Despite all.. I still love u indeed...
My love for you still growing everyday... every hour.. every minute... every second...
i love u still eizzel...
Mother Teresa..
We can cure physical diseases with medicine, but the only cure for loneliness, despair, and hopelessness is love. There are many in the world who are dying for a piece of bread, but there are many more dying for a little love---Mother Teresa
11/10/2009
11/09/2009
Let me try to be at peace...
I don't want to feel the pain again...
Please... pain let me go...
I don't want to cry again...
Please... tears hide yourself...
I don't want to be in the dark again...
Please... light turn on your self...
I don't want to be sad again...
Please... smile be with me...
Let me live in peace...
Let me live as what i wished...
Let me be who I am...
Let me...
Please... pain let me go...
I don't want to cry again...
Please... tears hide yourself...
I don't want to be in the dark again...
Please... light turn on your self...
I don't want to be sad again...
Please... smile be with me...
Let me live in peace...
Let me live as what i wished...
Let me be who I am...
Let me...
11/08/2009
My thought....
I thought life without you makes my life so empty and miserable…
I thought I won’t be able to make it through the thunder storm…
But everything is just a thought… everything is just a merely contemplation of my mind and emotion…
Life is clueless of what is next to it…
What is in store on it…
Let time heal you and cooperate with it…
You’ll see…
You’ll be fine, happy and contented...
Acceptance is just the key…
I thought I won’t be able to make it through the thunder storm…
But everything is just a thought… everything is just a merely contemplation of my mind and emotion…
Life is clueless of what is next to it…
What is in store on it…
Let time heal you and cooperate with it…
You’ll see…
You’ll be fine, happy and contented...
Acceptance is just the key…
It doesn't really matter...
It doesn’t really matter how u bear the pain...
What matter is how you deal with it…
Pain won’t give you success in all you do…
Pain will just drown you in vain…
Sometimes we need to give up…
Not to the life we had…
But to the pain we have…
Life is worth living…
It’s worth thinking of…
To see the future of it…
To see the beauty on it…
And to see you in it…
Smiling after the rain…
Have a good life…
Am glad to see you…
And now I know…
You’re just fine and happy…
I am now contented…
What matter is how you deal with it…
Pain won’t give you success in all you do…
Pain will just drown you in vain…
Sometimes we need to give up…
Not to the life we had…
But to the pain we have…
Life is worth living…
It’s worth thinking of…
To see the future of it…
To see the beauty on it…
And to see you in it…
Smiling after the rain…
Have a good life…
Am glad to see you…
And now I know…
You’re just fine and happy…
I am now contented…
Till my heartaches end..
i recall when you said that you would never leave me
you told me more so much more like when the time you whispered
in my ear there was heaven in my heart
i remember when you said that youd be here forever
then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
and then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
you told me more so much more like when the time you whispered
in my ear there was heaven in my heart
i remember when you said that youd be here forever
then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
and then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end
11/05/2009
What is true love and how do you know when you have found it?
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
—I Corinthians 13:4-8a (NIV)
from:http://www.christiananswers.net/q-dml/dml-y030.html
This verse describes the characteristics of true love. These qualities can certainly be found in the person of Jesus Christ, and they can be found in all truly loving relationships. The problem with trying to “find” love in our dating lives, is that too often we don't look for these characteristics. Rather we look at physical appearance, popularity, or wealth. These are not the qualities that God looks at and neither should we.
But the LORD said to Samuel, “…The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.”
—I Samuel 16:7b (NIV)
Love is best seen as devotion and action, not an emotion. Love is not exclusively based on how we feel. Certainly our emotions are involved, but they cannot be our only criteria for love. True devotion will always lead to action—true love.
Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with ACTIONS and in truth.
I John 3:18 (NIV)
Christ was devoted to us enough to give his own life for us (Romans 5:8), even when he didn't feel like it (Matthew 26:39).
Sex is not love! Our culture has taught us that sex and love are one in the same. This is a lie. Sex is a beautiful God-given activity that is wonderful when practiced within the boundaries of a Biblical marriage. Sex is the completion of the binding of two people within Biblical marriage; it is a God-given gift.
PRE-MARITAL SEX
Because premarital sex is not love, it only leads to pain and disappointment for those who are seeking that love. The Bible says that when two people are married, they become one flesh (Ephesians 5:31). Sex is consummation of that union. When two people break off their relationship after having sex, it is like ripping apart flesh. This is why two teenagers will struggle so much and become so dependent on those they give their bodies to. In light of I Corinthians 13:4-8 (above), it is easy to see that premarital sex is not patient, it is not kind, it does not protect, it is self-seeking. It is not love!
IDENTIFYING TRUE LOVE
We can only identify true love and know when we have found it, based on the Word of God. When we match our relationships up to what the Bible says that love is—and we are honestly prepared to make a life-long commitment to that person—then we can say that we are truly “in love.” The three keys to that statement are:
We have to…
1. look at the Word of God
2. be completely honest with ourselves
3. understand the level of commitment that comes with true love
—I Corinthians 13:4-8a (NIV)
from:http://www.christiananswers.net/q-dml/dml-y030.html
This verse describes the characteristics of true love. These qualities can certainly be found in the person of Jesus Christ, and they can be found in all truly loving relationships. The problem with trying to “find” love in our dating lives, is that too often we don't look for these characteristics. Rather we look at physical appearance, popularity, or wealth. These are not the qualities that God looks at and neither should we.
But the LORD said to Samuel, “…The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.”
—I Samuel 16:7b (NIV)
Love is best seen as devotion and action, not an emotion. Love is not exclusively based on how we feel. Certainly our emotions are involved, but they cannot be our only criteria for love. True devotion will always lead to action—true love.
Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with ACTIONS and in truth.
I John 3:18 (NIV)
Christ was devoted to us enough to give his own life for us (Romans 5:8), even when he didn't feel like it (Matthew 26:39).
Sex is not love! Our culture has taught us that sex and love are one in the same. This is a lie. Sex is a beautiful God-given activity that is wonderful when practiced within the boundaries of a Biblical marriage. Sex is the completion of the binding of two people within Biblical marriage; it is a God-given gift.
PRE-MARITAL SEX
Because premarital sex is not love, it only leads to pain and disappointment for those who are seeking that love. The Bible says that when two people are married, they become one flesh (Ephesians 5:31). Sex is consummation of that union. When two people break off their relationship after having sex, it is like ripping apart flesh. This is why two teenagers will struggle so much and become so dependent on those they give their bodies to. In light of I Corinthians 13:4-8 (above), it is easy to see that premarital sex is not patient, it is not kind, it does not protect, it is self-seeking. It is not love!
IDENTIFYING TRUE LOVE
We can only identify true love and know when we have found it, based on the Word of God. When we match our relationships up to what the Bible says that love is—and we are honestly prepared to make a life-long commitment to that person—then we can say that we are truly “in love.” The three keys to that statement are:
We have to…
1. look at the Word of God
2. be completely honest with ourselves
3. understand the level of commitment that comes with true love
Leaving the Past behind...
Sometimes when we read articles, comments and other posted feeds we are struck with some of its points. Like these;
"Today" is a gift, that is why it is called the "present", unwrap it and enjoy the day"
"The past is the past, Now is Now. Times Change so change with them"
“That was then this is now, so live for now.”
“Life is too short, don’t waste it”
“Never surrender, when you know you have the might”
“No one to be blamed, when you cry… remember you took part of it”
God is good all the time because He always find ways to send you message in any ways.
"Today" is a gift, that is why it is called the "present", unwrap it and enjoy the day"
"The past is the past, Now is Now. Times Change so change with them"
“That was then this is now, so live for now.”
“Life is too short, don’t waste it”
“Never surrender, when you know you have the might”
“No one to be blamed, when you cry… remember you took part of it”
God is good all the time because He always find ways to send you message in any ways.
11/02/2009
Life...
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
-Mother Teresa-
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
-Mother Teresa-
11/01/2009
Making things better...
For a person, to learn how to deal and overcome fears, emptiness, loneliness, and hurts they have to accept the fact and reality of life they have... It is by understanding every language of these emotions...
Just think of an empty room, it's dull and dark right?... but try to put something on it.. would you think of adding more things to make it better?... It's quite difficult and quite hard isn't it? especially if you lack budget right? but if you will do your best to make it beautiful.. you can.. just like if you will strive hard for it you can... this situation is like your self... if you will strive to compose your self again you can.. just believe in your capacity to do things and make it better... These things are in your hand... your the boss of it...
Just think of an empty room, it's dull and dark right?... but try to put something on it.. would you think of adding more things to make it better?... It's quite difficult and quite hard isn't it? especially if you lack budget right? but if you will do your best to make it beautiful.. you can.. just like if you will strive hard for it you can... this situation is like your self... if you will strive to compose your self again you can.. just believe in your capacity to do things and make it better... These things are in your hand... your the boss of it...
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